to:
every male who has ever taught me a lesson
my past lives--my old soul
The friends who have wasted the most of my time--diversions appreciated.
(i.e. four-wheeling/getting high/making fun of people)
Jessica who has supported me in every god damned move I've made.
even the incredibly stupid ones.
Literature and Music
Specifically that of Richard and Elliot
Staple it together
we'll call it bad weather
You've just got remember that up isn't up any more
and yes really means no
and keep on keeping on
and in the way the dying speak he cried..."GO FUCK YOURSELF"
"for christssake renee, please! make some fuckin sense"
:( i need you :(
I have my fair share of friends and alot of them are close
and on normal occasions I can seek help from the majority of them
But realistically. There is no replacing jessica.
there are things here and there
I just can't go to sturt or sam or david or derk or even elizabeth about
but it's like...not even slightly difficult turning to jessica with them.
Not everybody can see the truly intense, smart,
and yes alternative at heart jess that I do.
We may not hug or even get along all of the time
but No One understands me more, knows me as well
or has better reasons to love and hate me than jess.
There is no one I'd rather sing the Zephyr Song in Paris with
no one else I'd rather have live with me for a week
and no one else I'd rather abuse.
God bless your tolerance and patience.
Now come home!!! No one else knows how to handle me!!!
Freshmen 04--yeah. you know how we do.
Party on david.
hahhaahahahahhaahah
We had to put david in bed.
I should have taken more pictures
When I get my own house --
Nothing will shut down and go to sleep at 10.
My doors will be open all the time,
or have screens or something
I will be able to hear the day/night outside
Every room will be a different color
No white walls
I want plants
I want pets
I want some form of perpetual life/motion day and night
people coming and going
I won't have clutter
I will to recycle
I will have a porch swing
I will be able to spend most of the time outside
Except in winter
and I want to paint it black
Peacefull
Clearly
| Opening credits | Strawberry Feilds --The Beatles |
| Waking up | Hindu Times -- Oasis |
| Average day | Scatterbrain -- Radiohead |
| First date | Sparks -- Coldplay |
| Falling in love | Forever -- Ben Harper |
| Love scene | When The Levee Breaks -- Led Zeppelin |
| Fight scene | Come Out and Play--Offspring |
| Breaking up | Rapid Hope Loss -- Dashboard Confessional |
| Getting back together | Shiver -- Coldplay |
| Secret love | Twilight -- Elliot Smith |
| Life's okay | The Only Living Boy In New York -- Simon and Garfunkel |
| Mental breakdown | Be Quiet & Drive (far away) -- Deftones |
| Driving | The Package -- A Perfect Circle |
| Learning a lesson | Everybodys Gotta Learn Sometime -- Beck |
| Deep thought | Orange County Suite -- The Doors |
| Flashback | I Know -- Jude |
| Partying | Celebrity Skin -- Hole |
| Happy dance | Hollaback Girl -- Gwen Steffani |
| Regreting | 11 am -- Incubus |
| Long night alone | It's Gonna Be (alright) -- Ween |
| Death scene | One Lonely Visitor -- Chevelle |
| Closing credits | The Great Beyond -- R.E.M. |
Finally home.
what...
you were expecting pictures?
It's my first day back!!
Gimme a break!
I'm eating greasy american food and listening to Elliot Smith. How I missed them both -_-
I missed sturt the most tho. :(